Want to cry

When I said on Wednesday that I hoped that Thursday would be more interesting, this isn't quite what I hoped for.

I got a rejection letter from the final med school I was waiting to hear from. To be honest, I wasn't all that surprised but nevertheless it did still feel like a kick in the head.

I've got one interview to 'look forward to'. But I'm feeling so low in confidence that I am almost tempted to email and cancel and let someoneelse have the chance. I guess I've just got to pick myself up and give it the best shot.

My frame of mind probably is mostly down to the fact that my cat, Sonic, has been missing for 2 days and I'm desperately worried about her. When I moved away from home, I left her with my parents because it didn't seem fair to uproot her from the home she's always known. She's an old girl, nearly 15 and was recently diagnosed with hyperthyroidism which she was taking medication for. Anyways, my parents have gone on holiday and their neighbours have been looking after Sonic, which they always do. She is as much a part of their family as she is ours. I got a call yesterday from them saying that they were worried as they hadn't seen Sonic since Wednesday morning. So I went over and spent not far off 2 hours looking everywhere for her but to no avail. I'm about to go over again for another search. I feel really sick and can't eat, I just can't stand the thought of her being missing or in pain somewhere. I can't really remember a time before we got Sonic. She's a brilliant pet, so friendly and placid and everyone loves her.

Right, I'm going to go and look for her again.

Over and out

NLO